Hi, i have decided to do up a new year resolution post!
although there are so many resolutions right now going on in my head,
but i will see which to write down as i continue to write this post.
Firstly although there are shitty things that happened in 2009, i feel the amount of good things. the amount of blessed things, holds a extremely high weightage when compared to the shitty things.
2009 was a gooooood year 
and 2010 will be better! im sure!
I think there are MAINLY 2 person and 1 thing that im just so thankful for. for everything.
My mum. My girlfriend and Dance.
Not many of you know but im from a single parent family.
yes. bet you did not know. haha..
And im not ashamed of it. Because there is nothing to be ashamed of.
Some people are. but for me i feel there isnt a need to be ashamed of something like that because im proud of my mum.
I cant ever recall how my dad sounds like. i can only vaguely remember how he looks like. and he was a great chef. but a bad man.
but i WILL learn from his mistakes. and i WILL be a great dad to my family in the future. i WILL learn from his good comings as well.
I love to cook and i probably inherited that from him, i cant wait to be my family’s home chef. and cook for my friends when they come over to my place in the future.
I guess we used to be rich too when he was around. nice house.. nice cars.. maids.
And it was hard to adjust when he left. Not the emotional part. i have never EVER felt emotional about losing a dad. but when youre young and you are used to maids. and suddenly you have no maids to do everything for you. its quite hard to adjust in that sense. no more cars no more maids no more nice big house.
But we did anyway and my mum is the only one working now to bring up my 2 sisters and i. she stayed through everything and she ALWAYS try to give us the best. Sometimes you wonder how the heck you can get such a good mum. because i did. and its a miracle to have such a mum like that. My mum is the nicest. She NEVER complains about working hard to support us. She ALWAYS try to give us the best and NOT buying stuffs for herself. but for us..
She worked hard to put my sister through NUS. She worked hard to put me through all my education and through poly. She worked hard to put my younger sister through private school. she did it all. Alone.
It funny how parents lie get to give you the best.
Although im rarely home, everytime im home on an afternoon and she comes back with food like maybe mos burger WHICH i know its actually for herself.
She will just say “you eat the food, i ate already”
or “i eat just now already, very full”
when the truth is that the burger was for herself. im sure.
Parent love is really amazing.
Im really very sad my mum is working so hard for us.. but shes the best mum ever and i guarantee she will have a good life in the future
Im not from a Well to do family due to just my mum working. i USED to be ashamed of it. but as i got older i realised there isnt a need to be ashamed of not being rich because you are rich in other ways that money cant buy.
Im rich in terms of friends, dance, life, love and so many other things that money can never buy and im proud of myself that i am who i am today.
And my mum isnt demanding. Like most parents that object their sons and daughters from pursuing dance. she supports me a hundred percent. and most importantly, shes proud of me. I know dance cant allow me to have a big car. a big house. many maids and buying many branded goods. but are all this really important? my mum proved all this are not that important. those are overrated stuffs. Money doesnt buy happiness.
Happiness buys everything.
I love you mum, i will work hard in dance and make you even prouder.
i want you to be very very proud of your son’s achievements in life and in something he loves so much, which is dance.
i will have a happy marriage and learn from dad’s mistakes.
and i will give you a good life in the future.
I also want to thank my girlfriend from CHONGQING.
Shes from szechuan and i love szechuan food.
although shes been in singapore like for so many many years already.
and although shes doesnt have a china accent because shes from szechuan. i hate the beijing accent hahaha.
but still shes my china number one pingpong player.
I think without her, i would have never pulled through all the shitty things in 2009. She is always always there for me and im thankful for that. She teaches me how to be a better person and i can eat spicy food now thanks to her hahaha.
its almost 2 years since we got together and so far it has been amazing to share my life with you. and im sure it will get more and more amazing with all the plans we have. and it will come true
because she special. and im not. and in turn she makes me special. so we both get special yay!
Thank you for always being there, thank you for always being so understanding and thank you for accepting me for who i am.
Cant believe we were close friends who always bicker with each other before we got together. haha i think a long time ago if the thought of us getting together crossed my mind i think i would puke hahah! but im glad we did and im glad we were close friends before we got together. i feel at home when im with you
Cant wait to share my life with you. share everything with you.
Thank you for everything wangqin i love you!
2010 will be amazing with you around followed by 2011, 2012..2032.. till we grow old and still play l4d version 20 together hahaha. see you in our future my dear girl
And dance. Wow i still cant believe i found a thing like dance.
I just want to say i am so thankful for this.
I will work harder. Dance is going to be my life im sure.
I just love it so so much and i love it more and more.
i may have an irreversible injury and i hate it like FKING crazy, but its not going to stop me. NEVER
I think its the first ever thing i love so much and the first thing that im proud of myself for.
I will continue to keep learning, sharing and keep going and i am going to make it. I WANT TO MAKE IT and I WILL!! START BEING POSITIVE TERENCETHEN!
I love you dance. you gave me a life
2010 will be filled with competitions in the first half i guess.
going to be very very busy and hardcore soon. got to start taking further good care of my injury. Joyce and the boys are back! im so damn excited!! hahaha. Singapore Best Dance Crew, and Singapore Dance Delight Vol 1. HERE WE COME!!! chiong!!!
I love the songs we chose hahahaa. yay hardcore anime special plus dance dance revolution here we come!! cant wait to chiong faster choreo and dance it hahaha. lets do this guys, its time for us to put in 200% hardwork 5%talent and 70% fun and 25% positive stress
And after SBDC and SDD ends, its going to mark the end of my DAMN ARMY!!! FINALLY! i can see the light already. then time to work even harder for my future with wangqin!! cant wait.
So yea i think 2010 will be great!
i want to thank my friends too for everything. i love my friends.
so so much
and also i want to thank Ann tan again for accepting me into nra. because that is where my life started. thank you ann.
Thank you mum. Thank you Wangqin, Thank you Dance, Thank you Friends, and thank you Life.
Oh i realised i have not even mentioned my new year resolutions for 2010 yet.
Ok ill keep it short!
Be a better son, be more hardworking, learn more, share more, experience more, dance more,give more, understand more,love more, be a better boyfriend, be a better dancer, be a better instructor, be more positive and be more thankful towards what i have rather than dwell over what i dont have and to make my mum, my girlfriend and my friends proud of me
Goodbye 2009, you have been such a great year.
2009. a year of wangqin, Joyce and the boys, Vegas, If youre happy and you know it clap your hands, NRA, good friends, good times, l4d2, ALOT of Dance, physiotherapy, happiness, sadness, grief, bliss, frustration, pessimism, optimism and everything else with much much love in between everything else
